Monday, May 08, 2006
NUDGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm bored. muahahaahah
9:54 PM*
Saturday, May 14, 2005
BOREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.. ^_^
6:27 PM*
Thursday, April 28, 2005
hmmmm.. well.. i'm still trying to forget... though i've made progress, havent forget totally yet.. but, in time, i will.. anyway.. i've been really lazy to blog no a days... oso dunno y... juz didnt feel like blogging.. last night, almost all my collegues went to zouk after work... but i'm underaged.. so cannot go... sianz ar.. wanna go oso cannot go.. lol.. hope they had fun though.. omg... i'm really growing fat man.. needa work out.. well... i'm no longer a social drinker.. i think i'm more of a regular now.. drinking almost every night.. lol.. sumtimes no chance, then dun drink.. wahhah.. so... yea... sianzz...
dorothy. i dunno if u read my blog or not, but i juz wanna let u noe tt we're both in e same fucking boat.. ^_^.. lol.. so ur not alone..
well... later gotta go work night shift.. fr 5.30 to 12... woohoo... can go home late again.. then tml night oso haf to work. fr 6.30-3.. even later.. woohoo.. hopefully barbie comes.. then she can help me buy beer.. wahaha..
and Hweehwee, happi 2nd mth to u and junde.. ^_^. hope u 2 will be happie 4eva.. ^_^(dun think ur gonna read this anyway).. oh well..
i gtg now.. lazy to continue..
2:29 PM*
Thursday, April 14, 2005
haiz.. wo fang qi le.. no matter wad i do, doesnt seem to move her or mean anything to her.. when they broke up, i thot i had my chance.. guess i set my hopes to high.. i did wad i could to try to win her.. and still, she went back to him.. haiz.. guess she doesnt love me for who i am.. guess we'll nvr be more than juz bez frens.. haiz.. if fools fall in love, then idiots fall in love with someone hu is already in love with someone else.. guess i'm tt idiot.. hmm.. maybe idiot is an under-statement.. lolzz. i dunno.. haiz.. todae nvr do anyhting much.. early morning go drink beer liaozz.. wahaha.. then come home, play with my new guitar till my fingers damn sore.. maybe later i go drink summore.. lolzz.. but no more money.. broke liao.. haiz.. need to numb myself now.. thinking too much.. now i see anything sharp, feel damn tempted sia.. lolzz. i dun wanna forget.. i juz wanna numb myself.. but how? anyone gort any suggestions? my fren say drinking beer is not gonna help... even if i drink till i puke.. muz try other methods i guess.. hmm.. juz tagg me if u haf any suggestions.. ^_^.. haizzzzzzzzzz... :'(
9:24 PM*
Monday, April 11, 2005
went out with hwee hwee on sat.. had some suki sushi again.. lol.. but e chawamushi is very poorly done.. i had to do some medical checkup for SP.. had to do a pee test.. lol.. couldnt pee.. so i juz drank lots of water.. e clinic had FHM mags.. so i grabed one and read it.. really boring stuff.. although some of e real life accounts were quite funny.. after suki sushi, we jalan jalan a bit coz our movie was at 7.25.. surprisingly, we didnt sneak any thing into e cinema.. lol.. we watched samara.. i haf 1 thing to sae bout tt movie.. DONT WATCH IT!! its was really lame.. e plot was e same as darkwaters.. more or less.. its juz really dumb.. after e movie.. we decided to go to lucky plaza to eat maggie mee from 711 .. lol.. thats where we bumped into LP and sinclare. they ask us if we wanted to go drink.. sinclares work place is having happy hour.. 15 dollars for two tall glasses of beer.. so we accepted.. we went to drink.. me and hwee hwee played a lil drinking game.. lol.. she got a lil drunk after a cup of liquer and 1/4 glass of beer..i shared my beer with her.. later, LP father came!! like WTH lar.. and she had to stop drinking coz of tt.. lol... poor thing.. so sinclare drank her beer.. my sister joined us later.. she gave one cup of beer to sinclare.. he muz be really happy lolzz.. after drinking finish, i had to send hwee hwee home coz she was a bit 'seh'.. e toopid cabby drove us to e wrong location lar.. drive us all e wae to toa payoh tt area.. lolzz.. then he drove us to e correct place.. e price on e timer was ard $20, but coz of his mistake, he charged us $9 instead.. after sending her home, i took a cab home.. lol.. damn broke sia.. tt was how my dae ended.. e next morning, i had to work.. lol.. was feeling sleepy e whole dae man.. after work, i went to my sisters side to plae NFSU2.. funnnn.. lolzz.. after playing for a while, i decided to to pay LP a visit at yamagen.. e food there was like damn EX lar.. one bowl of rice cost like 10++ lar.. spent like $22 odd there,... had 1 bowl of rice and a glass of beer.. Yebisu beer.. quite nice.. smooth... lol.. after tt, went back to my sisters workplace to plae more NFSU2.. lol.. my car is starting to look good now.. and fast too.. lolzz.. went home after tt.. and tts how my dae ended.. lolzz..
9:17 PM*
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
WAHAHAH.. havent seen my xiao mei in a longgggg time sia.. then todae go out with her.. wahahah. so fun sia..played pool and snooker, took neos, eat suki sushi.. yum yum.. unfortunately she had to go home early. awwwww... missing u.. lol.. i had 4 chawamushies.. lolzz.. lucky nvr order raw oyster.. lol.. will die.. lol.. hmmm.. after sending her home(she stays in orchard), went to starbucks to chill.. daniel had to leave early too coz of some dinner.. so left me and joelle.. sat there, stone, drink coffee, took a nap... when we were abt to go, we bumped into shawn, thomas, henry and chanho.. then walk to far east.. they looking for mash caps.. wahaha.. so me and joelle juz follow for fun.. reached home early todae... juz b4 10.. sianzz.. then thats it lor.. had loads of fun.. wahahahah...
10:37 PM*
Monday, March 28, 2005
went to "GOM' yesterdae... not too bad lar e gig.. met joel at dhoby gout(dunno how to spell) at 2, then went to PP. met asura outside PP.. she was also in e que at tt time.. so i cut e que to get in.. wahaha.. she was with her BF and another fren.. didnt really tok to them much though.. but i had fun... but joel was bored.. lol.. not his genre.. i was ok with e music.. joel left halfwae to meet chester, so i stayed on for e next band to plae.. they were covering metallica.. asura and her BF were like headbanging thruout e gig, resting occassionaly.. lol.. she headbang until cannot walk straight sia.. like drunk like tt.. lol.. i left after e metallica covers to go find someone.. accomponied her e rest of e night, then i went home.. reached home almost 12 liao.. lol.. not a bad dae.. i think i'm partially deaf now.. sat quite near e drums and speakers.. wahaha..
Hwee hwee, u still havent recover yet ar? betta see doc k? ur cough damn jialat.. eniwae, u also need e MC..
11:09 AM*
[Kai]
[kai][ern][ernie][chow][nie nie(onli my bez fren can call me tt)]
Male
165cm
63kg
Singapore
Dover Gardens
black, white, orange
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~The Misery~
I write the lines you want me to, with the words.
I dare to use of all the ones that you have taught me, along the years.
You cast a perfect shadow on the paper.
Fade away with sunlight, I fear the way you know me, love can leave a stain...
You steal my only hope and make me stay awake another night.
I wish you bear with me, stay near me.
When the autumn leaves have fallen. Solitude, my pain, the last thing left of me...
If you fall I'll catch, if you love I'll love, and so it goes, my dear, don't be scared,
you'll be safe, this I swear.
If you only love me back.
Seven lonely lies written on Deadwinter's night,
open the only book with the only poem I can read...
In blood I sign my name and seal the midnight with a tear.
Burn the paper, every line for them I cried...
If you fall I'll catch, if you love I'll love, and so it goes, my dear, don't be scared,
you'll be safe, this I swear.
If you only love me back.
I am the Playwrite and you are my Crown, make me cry for your love,
like you've done many times, so I know.
I can't write these storylines without you, lady pain, make me strong,
can't we be together without them forever...
The words I write can only hurt you, sorry for the rain.
Thank you, my only one, you gave me this pain...I leave you gently on the floor,
take one step towards the door.
Where's the letter never written, good night now...
If you fall I'll catch, if you love I'll love, and so it goes, my dear, don't be scared,
you'll be safe, this I swear.
If you only love me back.
If you fall I'll catch, if you love I'll love, and so it goes, my dear, don't be scared,
you'll be safe, this I swear.
If you only love me back.